Writing things

I have no habit of writing, even in Chinese. There was a strange thing that even I hated writing so much when I was in primary school, I still could get high marks of my writing assignment. So I once thought that maybe I have the talent of writing things. But after all, it is not true. I can't earn a high mark for my writing lesson ever since I entered into the senior high school. Writing essays are considered to me as the most difficult homework. Besides this, our teacher usually told us to write something arguable, and said that for this particular article style, you should put some particular words here and there... All these made not only me but also the whole class feel boring. In our opion, the words we wrote down should express the true emotion that we have or the point that we really want to say. However, we had to write something that for her were clearly and deeply but for us were stupid as the assignments and gain the marks which can ensure we would have a happy holiday.
So I used to keep away from it unless I was forced to do so. Long before I did try to keep the dairy everyday, and I just continuted it for about two weeks. I can still remember the last days' content of the dairy. " Today nothing happened" or "Today is OK, I may find something to write tomorrow." Writing teacher usually told us to find the details in the daily life that would move us. So I tried, but because I was too small ai that time, and I can find nothing. At last I gave up the dairy.
The the time flys. I've never kept dairy since the time I gave up my first attemp. I have never had good feeling with my every writing lesson. I wrote someting that meaningless on my weeknote book which should be submit to my class advisor to check. But sometimes I really want to put down something on paper.
Things have become clear after I came to Singapore. When we just arrived I were so depressed that I began to wrote things.