Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Busy Days

Days seems to be busy and free at the same time. It is a strange description, but it is the true feeling that I have at this time. Maybe that because of those boring project works. They pretend to be something that are easy to deal with. But actuslly they are the biggest time comsumers. I feel they eat my time when I don't aware. My time flows away when I wait my teammates, when we argue with some tiny problem and even when we exchange our ideas, when I search my datas, when I queue for my printing. They are steals. And I don't find my English improved after so many projects.
Maybe the reason is not these projects themselves, but the ones who do it. Every time there must be someone late. Then the discussion is inefficiency. Some member treat this work unimportant. One of my friend tell me that, one day theire team appointed a meet at 1PM. Her teammates didn't turn up until 2:30. I asked her why she said because one of them attended a lecture that attence was not compulsory. That girl went to that lecture that might make her late foe the discussion without telling my friend. How terrible it is! Why people can not be more respctive to others? Being in time when you have an appointment is a basic behaviour of respect to others. It can say that we are all top students in China, how can behave like rude people?
Other then this , there are so many things in our lives that can make us red. But I rarely see anyone showed they feel shame.
Oh, I've already jump away from the topic.
To be back, I should say that, I have just spent a busy weekend. I usually prefer to divide my weekend time as six pieces. And this weekend I nearly spent five of then on my project works...But I still feel uncomfortable because I find our discussion time usually was wasted when we were discussion. Sometimes it was the change of topic, from the one that we were work on to some other things that was totally unconnective to the project work. Sometimes it was the waiting for somebody to give their ideas. I really found some of my group members speaking not directly enough. They prefer to speak a lot of words before giving their ideas. And those a lot of words in my opinion are quite useless.
One thing that is good is that, now I finally finish my oral mini project 2. I can feel the reduction of burden after the presentation. At least I can feel free a little time though someone has told me that we would begin our third mini project soon.
It is hard to say the feeling I have towards the mini project. I have to admit that the presentation in front of the whole class is good for us to practice our oral English and the ability to stand in front of people to give idea. But, the process of this project is painful and stressful. My teammates and I always want to put everything we find into the final result and make it perfectly, but we don't have enough time! It is a mini project after all, just a mini one. But it ate and will continue to eat my hours. What I can get are only those non-perfect results.
Life will never be easy. Now I quite agree with it. And now I even have no right of choosing.

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